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[22 Apr 2006|11:18pm] |
NEW LJ!
PLEASE GO ADD IT!
FUNKY_FRAICHE
LEAVE ME A COMMENT SO I KNOW TO ADD YOU BACK!
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[10 Apr 2006|01:31am] |
you shouldn't come over here.
cause then i don't want you to leave.
i'll see you tomorrow
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[09 Apr 2006|06:55am] |
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i got to see the sunrise this morning.
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[04 Apr 2006|12:23pm] |
so right now, i am listening to krista (my suitemate) crying in the other room. whenever something like this happens, i tend to make guesses about what her problem is. i'll be like... well maybe she's pregnant... or maybe she can't play softball anymore... something ridiculous. all i know is, it makes me almost as uncomfortable as hearing her masturbate in the shower did. but hey, it's college so whatever.
the weather was insane yesterday. i ate in the commons with james and jen. afterwards, it started to rain so james and i ran to the library and went up to the seventh floor. we sat and looked out the windows for a while. there was a little hail. we could hear it. the whole time, i was wishing we could be in the screened-in porch at my house. you can sit out there with a blanket and fall asleep during thunderstorms in the summer. i like doing that. may not be the safest thing to do seeing as how i live in bowie but who cares? take some risks...
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[28 Mar 2006|04:14pm] |
here's how my week has gone so far:
yesterday, i got up and ran some very interesting errands!! first, i went to erickson hall to drop off my housing contract and deposit with reslife. then, i went to aciv and i declared my major. i am now oficially majoring in modern languages and linguistics! go me!
i also turned in my application for the intercultural living exchange. then, i got ready for work and went in at 1. they let me go at 5 so that was sweet. i definitely didn't want to be there any longer. it got so boring in the box office. after work, i came back to school and ate with james and his friend jen. around 7 or so, i was like... hey, you get a tour of bowie. so we went on a seriously extreme tour of bowie and surrounding areas including lanham, seabrook, greenbelt, beltsville, adelphi, and college park. i ended up getting to bed around 4.
this morning, i woke up at 8 and moved my car back to the satellite lot. no tickets for yours truly. i came back to the dorm and tried to sleep but i couldn't so i got online. i found out that i'm going to be living in harbor hall next year as a part of ile. i'm excited!! i went to my classes... and that's about it.
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[21 Mar 2006|02:25am] |
i wish spring break would just end.
i really do.
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[17 Mar 2006|03:18pm] |
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i doubt that.
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| copying julia's sweet 'to-do list' idea |
[15 Mar 2006|12:53am] |
monday:
class from 10-12
write 1 page paper on "ermo"
drive home and pick up birth certificate/social security card
go to muvico orientation at 5pm
tuesday:
sleep in because i dropped psych
class from 11:30-1
finish french workbook activities/audio lab
class from 2:30-4
wednesday:
class from 10-12
hang out with julia?
thursday:
class from 11:30-1
study for french exam
class from 2:30-4
billy joel concert!
friday:
class from 10-12
french exam.
math quiz.
woods show.
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[14 Mar 2006|12:29am] |
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where am i going?
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[08 Mar 2006|12:21am] |
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sometimes i want to stop you dead in your tracks
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[03 Mar 2006|02:05am] |
good friends make for good times.
if only the rest of my life wasn't a huge pile of feces.
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| wow what were the odds of that happening... |
[23 Feb 2006|10:54pm] |
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chemical brothers |
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butterflies
lump in the throat
happy (day after my) birthday to me.
i'm never going to sleep again.
i'm an idiot.
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| dear god |
[23 Feb 2006|01:47am] |
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what do i even WANT?
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[22 Feb 2006|10:18am] |
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and when i think of where i've come from
i realize maybe i haven't come very far
is what i'm living fact or fiction?
clues are few and far between
nothing is definite for me
nothing can make me feel any less
s e n s e l e s s
i gravitate toward far away things
but my vision is bad, who knows what i'm seeing...
do i take too much for granted?
am i just waiting around as usual?
everything i do is so backwards
and i'm sure i'm paper thin
everyone can see through me
s o e x h a u s t e d
i just want to sleep and watch
another pointless day waste away
and in its final hours i'll cry
"i killed you without ever even trying"
that's what the world is trying to do to me anyway
why not have some fun while it happens?
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[21 Feb 2006|11:10pm] |
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tomorrow is my birthday i'm not excited at all.
i mean, sure it's going to be nice seeing everybody at double t. i'm looking forward to that... but i keep thinking my birthday is going to suck.
i mean seriously, it's just another day.
what's the big deal?
it's not a big deal.
it means nothing.
i just really don't know where i stand right now.
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| and i knew your heart i couldn't win |
[20 Feb 2006|05:17pm] |
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i just got up from a nap. i need to stop sleeping if i'm going to keep having awful dreams like the one i had. it ran like a movie. i tried so hard to will myself to wake up but i couldn't. it was so terrifying. i just woke up with tears rolling down my face. this is kind of graphic but i dreamt that like... pieces of flesh were rotting off my body. nobody knew what was wrong with me. i couldn't get in to see a doctor for some reason... so basically, i dreamt my own death. i just layed there and rotted to death. my heart is still pounding so freaking hard.
i don't want to sleep anymore.
i know it was just a dream but it was way too vivid. i could almost smell death. it was awful.
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| tonight was ridiculous |
[19 Feb 2006|02:21am] |
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you really can't make this kind of thing up...
tonight, joe, kish, and i were going to go see remembering never but the show was really early and we got there just as the bands were loading up all their gear. it was okay though.
after that, we headed to zeeba lounge and it was chill. i spent most of my money on food. i got hummus and baklava... and a sprite. we chilled in there for about an hour and a half... and then all of a sudden this belly dancer flew in from nowhere and danced for like five songs.
when we left zeeba, we walked back out to the parking lot... only to see that my car was gone. i panicked of course. apparently we parked in a permit-only lot and my car was towed away to the very bowels of the ghettos of baltimore. joe and i were both trying to get money but his atm card wasn't working and i don't have a pin number for my credit card. joe tried calling the cab company but the woman hung up on him. joe called up his ex, laura and she picked us up.
turned out she was drunk...but she drove us back to joe's house where he got cash and told her to stay there and not drive home.
we all hopped in joe's mom's car and drove back to the city to get my car. it was seriously in such a ghetto area, it was unbelieveable. i owe joe $240 for getting my car out. he'll get it asap... even if i have to use my credit card.
kish and i followed joe out of the neighborhood. on russell street, there was a pretty big accident, but we got around it. i drove back to campus, dropped kish off at his car and finally got back into my dorm. the girl next door left me some lame note about leaving the bathroom door locked... then, just to spite me, she locked the door on our side. hilarious right? yeah it is. all you have to do is take a pair of scissors to the lock. what a moron. i'm tired of her leaving all these lame notes everywhere. she's so full of herself because she plays softball for umbc. please girl, get a grip...
and learn how to spell loofa.
edit: no wonder... she's from california.
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| some people.... |
[18 Feb 2006|11:47am] |
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some people really don't know when to shut up.
seriously, the really loud, annoying girl next door had like five guys over last night...well, they're still over there. anyway, i was trying to go to bed and they kept going into the bathroom and making all kinds of noise. i'm usually not very anal about this kind of thing, but they kept waking me up and i wanted to go over there and strangle them.
i will probably talk to renee about it. i hate to say it but i want that girl gone. she does nothing but make a whole bunch of noise and it's driving me crazy. i wish it could've just been kilali (from nigeria) in the other room this semester but no... we had to get the loudmouth too. this really blows.
today, i'm planning on doing dooby's hair again. i swear we're going to get it the color he wants... or i'll be really upset. my reputation as an amateur hair colorist is on the line people!
later on this evening, i think kish, joe and i are going to zeeba but i gotta make sure kish knows how to get up to umbc first. i'm sorry, i'm just not driving down to pasadena/severna park to get those two only to have to drive back up to the city.
by the way, if anybody read that long entry i posted a day or two ago, i commend you.
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